6/26/2014

a post with no pictures

since i blogged about my postpartum things are going well. i am still taking my medicine and you know what i feel great most days. i still have days where they just suck. i am learning what things help me and what things don't. 

if i ever feel down or really really low. i try to breathe and do one thing for me. which is hard when you have two 5 1/2 month olds. it is usually showering, opening a can of diet coke, putting on mascara or making the bed. any of those things honestly help me relax. 

something i have noticed since they babies have been born is i am very anxious when we go to parties or a place with lots of people who want to talk and touch the babies. when they freak out and cry at parties i get so anxious and feel like i am the only one who has crazy babies. i know that is NOT true. babies are babies. they run the show. you never know what will set them off. it's something i learning to let go. 

lately i have been feeling really depressed about my baby weight. i hate how my clothes fit me, i hate that i have rolls and i hate not feeling good about myself. i know the only way to fix this problem is to work at loosing it. i am what i call a mood eater. i eat when im sad, i eat when im happy. i just love to eat. that's not the problem it's what i eat. i am trying to make small changes but, it is so hard to find the motivation. 

please tell me i am not alone. loosing baby weight sucks. i really just need to find the motivation to get off my booty and do it. if you have any tips on how to find it please let me know! thanks!! 

so, i just wanted to update on me. this whole blog thing is something i am starting to miss. i am thinking of how i want to make a blog come back. please bare with me as i post every now and then. now the twins are easier in some ways i may have some time to devote to blogging again. 

thanks to those of you have stuck with me on this motherhood journey! :)

6/25/2014

our club foot journey


first picture is when henry was a day old with is clubbed left foot. we for some reason have like no pictures of his foot. {parent fail} his right foot wasnt clubbed just looked like it for a few weeks, the second picture is his very first cast at 2 weeks old, the third is when he was in his boots 23 hours a day, and the last picture is his cute left foot now all straight and adorable! ahh he was so little in these first 2 pictures! 


if you follow me on instagram you might have seen that henry now wears his boots and bar 12 hours a day! it got me thinking about how i haven't really blogged about henry and his clubfoot. when i was 26 weeks pregnant the doctor said henry may have club feet. dan and i were never upset or scared. we both knew right away it was something that was fixable and we were grateful this was the only thing we had to worry about. since finding that out we were opened into the world of clubfeet. something we knew nothing about. it has been an amazing learning experience. 

when the twins were born he indeed had a clubfoot. luckily for us it was just one foot. we were referred to shriner's hospital is slc. when we went for our appointment when the babies were just 2 weeks old {we both thought it would be a consultation only} they doctor was very nice and explained everything to us about the correction process. 

they would start with a series of casts, then he would have a small procedure done on his heel, and then the braces {boot and bar}. henry had a total of 7 casts. he went every monday and got a new cast. every week they turned his foot out a little bit more. his foot responded very well to each cast. after 6 casts he had his procedure in which the made a small incision and clipped his ligament to stretch it. they cast it and that last cast stayed on for 3 weeks. 

henry was amazing through all of this. he never once cried when they took off or put on new casts. he only cried when we gave him baths. he was only a little fussy off and on during the weeks. that boy is so strong! when we would take the babies out people would ask about his casts. not many since they were usually covered by his pants. we would always just explain what they were for. sometimes i got annoyed that strangers would ask but, i have since gotten over that! it also goes for the whole having twins thing but, that another post! 

after his last cast, he was given what we call his boots and bar. its these boot sandals with a bar in between. it is sorta like when you get a retainer after braces. they just help keep his foot in the new position. he wore them for 23 hours a day for 3 months. at first he was a little bugged by them { i would be too!} but, now he could care less they are there. 

it has been 3 months and he now wears them 12 hours a day. it is so nice having a happy baby all day. he is like a new baby, it is so funny! he just kicks and kicks all day long! 

through our clubfoot journey i have met some friends online who have children going through exactly what we are. it is so nice to have friends to ask questions, or to just vent. at the start i was angry. i was angry with my heavenly father that my poor boy had to endure this. i have since changed my view on this. i am no longer angry, i am grateful for this time. it has opened my eyes to the world of children with small or large ailments. when we go to shriners we see kids who are in walkers, or have two casts or have missing limbs or what have you. these kid we see are soo cute and so strong. we have been extremely lucky to have only had to deal with a small ailment. this is something that henry will only remember when we show pictures to him. it will hopefully not cause any other issues in his life. 

i am so grateful for modern medicine and the doctors who are trained to help you in ways you didn't even know existed! 

below are some questions we get asked and the answers to them. if you have any other questions please email me anytime! erykaann88@gmail.com

what are those things on his feet?
these are his boot and bar. he was born with a club foot, when he was 2 weeks he got his first cast. he had 8 total to correct his foot. these are like a retainer to keep his foot where it should be. it is called the potesti treatment. 

are those to train him to be a snowboarder?
no! haha. although we say he may be super good at it! 

will he be able to walk and crawl like a normal baby?
of course. there should be no issues when the time comes. he should be able to learn those things just like his sister! 

why doesn't she {campbell} have those? 
she didn't have club foot. we joke that if she did she would have been a pain because she probably would have cried more than henry does. she is high maintenance! 

is this a genetic thing? 
it can be. in his case we think it occurred because they were cramped in my belly! 

do they slow his development? 
not all! he can roll over and over across the room fast! he shouldnt have any issues! 

is club feet a twin thing?
not necessarily. 

how long will he have those? 
he wears them 12 hours a day until he is about 3 years old! so, basically when he sleeps at night! 

seriously if you have any questions please dont be scared to ask!!! :)

6/11/2014

the twins {five months}


{stats}
13 lbs or so 
24 in 
size 2 diapers 
3 months or 3-6 month clothes 

{likes} 
kicking 
his toy lion 
sucking his fingers and campbells too
giving pitty laughs 
daniel tiger's neighborhood 
winnie the pooh 
rolling over constantly
sweet potatoes 
bananas 
bath time 
playing with sister 
his mama & daddy 
bath time 
free time from his boots and bar 

{dislikes} 
when the sweet potatoes are gone 
mama leaving his sight 
strangers 
his boots and bar 


{stats}
12 lbs or so 
23 1/2 in 
size 2 diapers 
3 month clothes and some 3-6 

{likes} 
her daddy 
snuggles 
playing with brother 
talking and talking 
being tickled 
laughing at silly noises 
bath time 
sweet potatoes and bananas 
kisses 
sucking her fingers
daniel tiger's neighborhood 
winnie the pooh 
music 
her swing 
being naked 
smiling at people she knows 

{dislikes} 
being left alone in a room 
strangers 
her brother rolling on top of her 
loud places {restaurants, parties etc} 


how are these babies 5 months already? time is seriously flying by. they are at a stage where they are coming so much easier and more fun. they are sleeping through the night basically. hope i don't jinx it! they love playing with one another and are starting to really notice each other. i can tell the twin thing is going to be so fun to watch grow. i hope they have much love for one another and are always. i pray that they will always know how lucky they are to have one another! 

we have recently started introducing solids and it so fun watching them try new things. they love sweet potatoes and bananas. soon we will try peas and carrots. i love this stage we are in they quickly becoming less babies and more of kids. haha! they are growing way too fast. i am excited to watch them grow and learn new things. 

being a mama to henry and campbell is one of the greatest things i have ever done. i love them so much. they are my world. i cannot imagine life without them. those two have shown me what love really is! i feel like we getting this parent thing down and are semi experts. we by no means are professionals in this baby department but, i like to think we are doing pretty good. they are happy and alive! 

sorry i don't update often. i really am terrible at blogging. i have learned that instagram is more my speed. follow along @erykaann. 

xoxo

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