true that

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this could not be more true. this is something i need to remember.
thanks so much for sharing this kaycie! 


oh && happy weekend loves! 

words

i know, im braking my no blogging on the weekend rule. but i wrote this before today so i guess i still am keeping my rule! here are some words to ponder. remember the other day when i posted this? well after i did i started my quest to find something to lift me up. thank you to all who emailed, and commented. i love each and everyone of you!  


after i wrote that post, i realized i really do believe we are given trials in our lives to make us stronger. what ever the trial may be, you will learn so much about yourself. so i want to thank each and everyone of you who emailed, commented and even text me. i love you all. thank you for helping me lift my mood. 
xoxo

words via here, here, here, and here.

struggling

*edit* things are much better. this was written during a pretty low moment. its a new day and everything will work out. i believe with all my heart that we are given trials to make us stronger. i appreciate all your love and support. xoxo


guys, i feel so awkward asking this but, i need your help. i know we all have those hard times and we all go through different trials in our lives. today has turned into one of those times. 

i am having a hard time really understanding how this specific trial we are going through will work out. i guess you could say i am having a case of pretty low faith right now. i am trying so HARD to be the positive one but, its hard. i usually am good at it. today not so much. with these feelings comes hard feelings towards myself. i feel like this is all my fault. 

so if you could say a prayer for us here in the clark home. i would be so grateful. or send me something uplifting, i would appreciate it. 

i love you all!

xoxo

sad for no reason.

the last two days i have been a weird funk. i was kinda mad at myself because i set all these new goals and i thought i was doing so good. until the other day, i just felt blah. honestly, it's no fun when i get in these moods. poor daniel, has to deal with cranky attitude. {sorry babes, i love you} i hate when i get like this. 


i know the only way for me to kick this feeling is, make the changes i need to. nobody but me can fix this. the only way for me to really be happy with myself the way i am, is to accept me for me and work on being the best me i can be. 


one thing i really want to work on this year is my self worth. i found this video of a talk from dieter f. uchtdorf. it pretty much was what i need to hear at this time in my life. 

i am promising myself right now, to REALLY work on becoming the best me i can be. i am not going to let the little things get me down. i want this so bad, i want to finally be happy with myself the way i am. i know i can do this. i also understand it wont be easy at all, but i need to stick to it and work hard! i can do this! I CAN DO THIS! I CAN DO THIS! 


i know you probably feel like i write alot of these posts about my struggle with being happy with me, but this is basically my journal since i am so bad at keeping a handwritten one. this is my way of getting everything out in words. something about writing it all out, that really can help a girl work through her issues. ya know?! 


thank you for listening//reading my thoughts. i have been thinking a lot about this blog, and i really want this to be REAL representation of me and my life. so, yeah this is the real me. im far from being perfect! 


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